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Some stuff i dun even dare to tell you.. Telling you but no reaction from you makes me feel like a stupid guy.. but is alright.. I dun mind at all actually.. Erm dun feel angry okay? I want to know cox i dun wan you to be sad or angry.. I wan you to be happy.. At least if i know, i may help in some ways.. Sorry to make you so angry again.. You know, i went to my friends wedding jus now.. They show all the photos that they have taken.. It jus reminds me of you.. I felt so down from tat moment.. Kind of hate weddings.. Sorry... Erm.. Hope you can try.. Try to accept me again in ur life.. The feelings will be back.. I really wan to go back to your that world again.. It is the one and only kind of world that i love.. Loving you outside your world, the load is heavy and tiring.. Every step that i take, i feel more and more tired.. I wan to let it go but i cant.. It is like the load is lock with me.. The one and only key to unlock it is in your world.. Now i cant go into your world to get that key cause you dun allow me to enter.. Once i get the key, i can free myself and love you more.. you know, is not tat i dun wan to stop it.. I jus... wan to keep trying.. until the day i no longer live in this earth.. Without you my world is upside down.. Everything is jus so wrong..

You know, i m really really sorry about ytd.. I didnt know u were working ot.. i though u dun wan to reply me.. makes me so scared.. Tat monday ur replies were okay but suddenly u didnt reply.. And you told me u dun feel like replying.. Wonder izit true.. That day i though i got up another step, but in the end i m still back to square one... Nothing has changed.. Wad a crap minded i am.. Like your blog wrote.. liking someone is so tiring.. So do u understand my feeling? Although loving u is so tiring, i still holds on and will never let go.. i think this few days you will be doin ot everyday so i wouldnt bother you... Jus too afraid tat you wouldnt reply my msg, which is the last and only way to contact you.. thats why i am so kan jiong.. Sorry..

You know.. I wanted to msg you whenever i think of you.. but i jus dun dare to do it.. I know you will feel irrtated.. Everytime i msg you, my mind will keep thinking "Will you reply? Pls dun feel irrtated.." You know, my feelings to you is true.. If not i wouldnt be waiting.. Even until now.. Its been 1 years plus tat i have waited.. I really wonder when will the day come.. or even it wouldnt.. but i will still wait.. 10 years, 20 years or even the day i go to heaven, i will wait..

I really wish that you can consider.. Everything i said is from the bottom of my heart.. That really is my only wish i have.. Anyway, from the way your blog writes, i guess the *that is either he kissed you or hug you.. You know.. I really felt really jealous and angry.. but i cant really do anything.. So you are having a test soon... I will pray for you.. Hope that you will passed.. erm.. you know i dreamt of you ytd.. it is a good dream yet scary and werid? I dream tat me and you went out with my friend and his wife to be.. Your face is very blur and tats the scary part.. but i rmb ur voice.. tats why i know is you.. So when we were eating, dunno why i went off to get smth? When on the way back i saw kee jong and kim han playin football?? And they ask me to join them.. I said i m in the rush so next time.. When i went back, my friend told me you went home urself alrdy.. Not long i woke up by some alarm .. I tried to force myself to slp cox i wan to contiune the dream.. but couldnt.. Felt so happy even when i can see you in my dream.. The feeling is jus soo..... good? Anyway, is really not your fault... Dun blame yourself too much..

I got some things tat i wan to talk to you about.. Hope that i rmb.. I still love you..

I always believe.. And always loved you no matter wad.. The truth is.. My only wish deep down in my heart now is to be back with you.. Thats the one and only wish i ever wanted..

I am Recca ; Sweet 20 this year.
Born into this world at 20 Oct!
Currently serving National Service in Navy
Love:Everyone who loves me.. And her
Unlove: Nothing? =D